Sober , and yes I do not like it ,

like more things , but those poems I did like , not my handwritting in few of those old one's in wich I couldt not reconise the word sometime's , or a few that were to much bound to atuality that they lost their sense or were to naive to my taste for now , also some are uneasy to translate from Dutch to English by the use of expressions and sayings in Dutch that are not used in English , today that last 'A'.F.O. Anton moved out with a damage to the windowbench outside so needs a repainting , on perpose I think , before it I checked the paint that I nodded fifty fifty but this damage is as wide as a thumb , but from that stinch I am off as it looks like , together with the videochattcam to see when I look at Alison her photo , that filthy one started to go stalk and feel as if he is Alison , what made him afraid , fully correct , because he invaded my privacy , gave me stinch by me not wanting to be with a homosexual or bisexual what ever , and so that wanting to hit thought is over when I look at Alison her photo , what I alway's asked myself to her "Why wouldt I now like to hit you ?" , the same as rotten eggsmell and a photo with peeled boiled eggs might make you decide to say those on the photo are to , so that much important it is to end phonehacking and stalking , to get to watch and feel what you need when you look at the photo of the woman you want , even when there are things to be said and done , then still those feelings can go one for real , without a fear to want to hit , because this sickgay is not watching and jerking off at the same time , or giving that excuse to himself "When I stop he will fall out of love." , when those type's don't get a chance to that , a lot of 'new' wrong things will not happen , I couldt sense that looking at Alison her photo's , I felt better , but miss my new impression on my trousers looking two to three years older by this Anton's and KellyKeileigh , and glad they moved out and Vincent and his girlfriend (not his sister or doing it with it) know I did not lie , and Vincent now better knocks it off seeing if it all was true , hearing is girlfriend in the emptyroom in a voicevolume to him but also hear this , that he has to stop that , I also lost valuable money and time by their harrasment realy it is .