Lovesorrow that I got ,

and what more to do with it I don't know from what angle have to close this , or even don't know if I have to close all I wanted with Alison , but I am not going to make her excusses , and will be also not going into this typical heartbroken behavior , I am depressive and try to avoid it , I'll try to go on more solid food again , so cut the soupeating , what is affective behavior enough , also other people find it unfair how it all is to me without knowing how and why she does not get it that it is mean of her to go on for so long and not just even doing that , see my losses buildt on expectations to be with her without anything in between , like our phonehacking and gouvernment that I did not write about it , so immigration couldt say "A request on a change of national law make's it impossible to honourate such a request to leave your country fully nutralised into this new nationality." , that is one thing , building things on a social scale old but good friends on Facebook , she is tare-ing away so much by letting me down like that , and it is not going to be easy to replace everything I gave up for Alison her full conviction about us going to be a dreamcouple as how most people then wanted to assist us for , I held my part of the bargain , did write for her birthday , Valentine before , and that in mind that this month she can make up for every letter I did write what is my right in it to know what is wrong , this I say for weeks now , she better believe it I do not feel well about it , but am not going to bother others with it , who so know what that is , just as how I said it , so I'll do what I do , get my single man joke's back in , and are never going to give them up again , even how much is promised or wanted by media , I am a person , a human , and one with rights like any other , and was good to write and more , but I am not crazy , I am not going to lick Alison her butt again , and be shoved off as some stalkerwhimpp .