Oké I still look like in my thirdties ,

I realy don't care for any compliment about it , also have to say that does not mean I am open negative comments also , and will stay to try to get my first day after my birthday also not to sink into depression and the to curse the hell out to everyone now not wanting this to 'happen' to me , but truely also am not going to forgive them for that victimisation to patrenise me and then don't call that stalking , realy those DutchMediaMaffia on polygamy I still hope to die painfully with a minute or three or four full agony for their 'prooven' remorse , but like I said with their sorry I can not pay the bills , even more when they keep 'psychotic episode's' as soon I will like to make a courtthing of it like that National Ombudsman his returnletter .