This take's to long ,

but when it is 'gone' , it will look perfect what I want with it before the winter , adjusting the whole timeschedule from before my birthday in to autumm , but to get it like some Jugenstil impression where you go crazy on painting and dusting , this edge , that corner , that line and so much why I want it , that the possible next owner calls it the crown of the one floor appartment where people go jealous about "How did you find such a house ?!" , and the advantage of a good sell or a bit high rentalprice is for this sphere it has to have , with a disadvantage that for most storing in the bedroom you got to go over the bed it self , but save a lot on privacy by most 'decent' people visiting call that a move to far , or what I also thought of someone on your bed to easy , but I think it will work out more that way that you as a visitor keep your fingers off , off of those things like familyphotoalbums , hygeneproducts , bedtimereading , and relics of the past and all sorts of things , but it take's long to get to that clean finish but is already less loud before sleeping , so that aromatiser I did not use for more reasons than electricalshortfusementrisks , but also those melatoninepills worked allright enough , and seing that spot where it leaked it will be a excellent paint remover , and yes a draw what I will miss might I leave it is from the bed wich I fled out of the elderlyhouse and kicked of the headsend in an angerattack then at my first appartment but feel more sorry for my roommate witnessing it , going into worries about that than that secondhandbed , I felt hopeless about my future then as now , but the painfull truth is I had more chance then as now but react the fully otherway round to that as then , strange it is not having Ritalin now , so I hope this A.D.H.D.'don't exist'-lobby does not win any territory and the first medicaldoctors find out in time about people like me in time with the growing knowledge about it , so this aftermath things and hard to get back friendships are spared to others , and to have that happy lovely familylife as I want(ed) themselve's .