Funny , reminded me of yesterday ,

and maybe I fit in some new piece of wooddecoration in today that way as yesterday even when my arm has this painkilling homepathic ointment on , I picked up some local newspapers from the liberary to have an undersheeting in the catlitterbox next time , now I used a paperbagg un top of this thin one I still had , but missing the one of tuesday and my the one of today on dillivery so that is there for the next , but with this paperbagg reminding me on last summer using it for pistolbowpractice I still do miss a thing , and know journalismrule's in going into involvement of a newssituation , that you may not influence someone his or her life by the story they were in as a victim or assistent to prevent victimisation , but a negative influence also happens , why then a possitive influence is more held against or filled with consequence's then a negative influence as "Come's with the beating of the whipp." , that I don't get , C.N.N. was a friend to me in this complicated situation after KinkFm did not do protect me anymore from these slandering and worse after Arjen Grolleman died , C.N.N. toke that over , with Alison her personal and emotional attachement to this situation that is starting to close know as it looks , so this all of the sudden going profesional thinking and acting in journalism rule's not going into this 'afterevents' is what come's to my mind as possibillity as well and can not stand it this way because the influence from C.N.N. became so big and very much different to step over these pressguideline's for once , that is not just me having these feelings about it , to keep it that much open what is wrong or not , but this end is to much open and unfair to me , and complicating negative result to my life this way , oké I do not get arrested , it is not a dictarship like Syria , so weblogs they do not use anymore degreable right to do seing what happens , but make's this world a less carring on , what C.N.N. I believe also doesn't want , but in my liferesults the question mark is to big by Alison this way , in this case , our personal case .