Enough to care I for my self ,

also that I do not smoke against the care of my self , with that motivation to not write me I am not oké , I explained it that much that I had to tar my nostrals off , and yes in that deffence I do now got short , with still these queers harrasing me for what I keep private , I am a hetrosexual and the proof to that for years I try to keep that private what a bunch of anti-social Vrij Gemaakte Baptisten did not like to give me , with their queers mentioning to tempt me again to squeel that proof on the common fact that I am a hetrosexual , so that said again , I choose again for coffee and not a lausy beerevening with sigarets as spoiled again and again by these fake extremists a bunch of queers for real parasiting on good people like me , yesterdaynight was with those twatts again screaming every one nearly their goodnightrest away again , untill two , with this Anton dispatched from a prostitutioncostumer or not in that porch at the same time as I shutted that window , the only window that is to open above my frontdoor , with again that stinching reaction , what give's me the creeps but as I said , I'll sooner light a sigaret after all I said about it than go into samesex sex what I call sexualviolence to me when I wouldt do , so I never will , strange is that with the theft of every moment I did bare by it without privacy , Alison does not believe me like those filthy queers , she better does see that insults me , and offends me , what that letter is about more I am not going to say about it , then my wrong assumptions about she being a exclusive escort was because of what KinkFm said then in 2008 , before all the extra things came arround and were said trough C.N.N.-international , so that excuse was written many time's , but not one appology she made to me with giving me the negative doubt buildt on the lies from those filthy piece of shit queers on druggs and cheap prostitution , so I did got a right to be angry .