Do I need work ,

when she'll get to me , no , but they invited me again at U.W.V. my wellfare foundation to start that all again , that I am a psychotic refusing mediction , what I do because it is not what I need , everyone knows it , but tomorrow it is also the tenth of July , here Alison is at three of July for the preview of the hot-dog eatingcontest of the fourth of July , and this weekend has passed but still not one sign of herself right here now , and that smoking shouldt not be a trouble when she wants it I keep up with it , that I did write , also on occasion will be over on her territory , as in America , and yes it feels not right that she does not write , also that I did smoke , that does not feel right , but when she does not give any answer back , then I might doubt on wich side she is , that piece of shit Kincaid that molested me for smoking so Alison wouldt have a smoke free café before that law against smoking in public went in , or all she said in public is the truth but then she shouldt write right now , and these doubts I did not put in letter so much , so that benefit of the doubt is there , but a benefit is to be also then do that , be with me without this trouble of getting back into my country , because this helps not us , but piece of shit Kincaid and also not the friendly debate on smoking , for love you shouldt get it in the middle , and stop smoking in full I will , and not just for occasion or just sex .