And found that new scentbox again ,

with that wall next to that wall of number 12 that is not ready soundprooved and purrfoamed .

This means hoovering again , new dust ,

behind the cupboard that I turned and like my recordcupboard , now has under it each , left back cornerpaw a slice of wood , so my work was already better than I thought during other day's on that wobbly motion when getting in or at those doors .

That scentbox ,

needs a replacement , also Erica de Boer of number 12 maybe did say goodby to Anton already , but has to know with me she has got no chance to intercourse or what so ever since she was the nearest living P.V.D.A.-'kid' screwing my writting , fully against my "Is , is." and van Oss like that van Sleekink also , with that for two years ago "Better watch out with your cat's !" I did not forget !

In this angle ,

to prove I steapned the edge , my soup was great , not this sandpaper sense on my nose again by those who are leaving yes yes yes ! , it became Oxtailsoup by the following ingredients , curry , ginger , small amount of clove , paprikapowder , nutmegg and white peper , on melting creambutter the last bit with hot tabwater on it with cutted beef for soup , and today after getting the tempature of with salt and soyasauce I added one can of tomatomark a onion and meatloaf for little ballies , and got one plate or bowl left , and got my coffee now after a shower I need again with this sandpaper sense on the outside of my nose again , so that Erik fucked Kelly again I think , or there is something incestual I do not want it with , and know of going on there upstairs .

Here I won some time ,

and also gonna loose some , it needs a small cut above , and still arround some woodfill in the sawingline's , but that woodstroke that I cutted to short and that on a moment I couldt not buy a new one , I was forced to keep this 3 to 4 milimeter 'kier' a chink , a slit I filled up with a piece of left over I did file a bit , but picked up to trow away , I had glued it , tried to slide it in this small wedge but a srew held it against , so out out in a 'emergency state' got my tweezer out clipped the arrowed point of , and in time back in , and this beats woodfill what will shatter and fall on the floor with all this beautiful paint it still has not on .

And this is then that result ,

without them , everyone is better of , that is something not to forget , and again fifteen minute's I lost on those harras me , what means fifteen minute's later my gear cleared out , my cat's having their food and my soup on .

"Why it take's so long ?"

That is to see with this amount of size-ing , sawing and filing , plus to blog , again digitalcowards , with on my humm making it hummer , yes those digitalcowardly pedophile's are still phonehacking me , so again a waste of time , battarycharge with them after my photo's , and a stupid piece of shit telling me I shouldt not have said that on that hummer "Fuck off you piece of shit." and only deleted the usual but NOT my gallery !

"Humm." , I know ,

but at first glance fully straight , just as how I wanted it looks like again .

Done their 'blanky's' ,

their toilet , no for my ice-cream like it shouldt with a household with moisterised toiletpaper (and I know don't use them to much) , is so .

And then more .... ,

so yes hard to translate "Ik ben blij hartstikke blij dat julie hier oprotten ! , echt waar !" .

That shitassjunkyprostitute ,

yes ! is leaving !

See again "I am innocent." how they lie !

And yes my eyelid's are puffy ,

by all the dust they had this week and to less fresh air , this album , ".... and play it just as much as I want you." I wrote to Alison , is so , and that she better wants the tour to get some of her why's answered to , seen the amount of trouble they gave her with this visits to Yougoslavia to get to cheap Kalaschnikov's for covering up their queer begavior on booze and drugs , while left and right know they are just a bunch of pedophile's .

So said that again ,

and Mark Rutte I am never going to vote for !

So that Hugo Boss 'night' ,

I sprayed it and cleared a lot of my headache away , pubic shaved again around that start of that tree and the corners wich it is rooted in the most , there you get this stinch saying I do not want you , that pair of trousers underneath that cat his blanky , so many time's I had that , entering boom like some nervegass untill I tuked it underneath the also stinky laundry , and that all by that filthy wannabe Andy Warhol (on the photo with the Velvet Underground what this piece of shit builds his world of excuses on) Anton and his AldrikAlderick the town pedophile from more than just Delfzijl only but that is why a lot did not get done by that and that , and no single thing because of worl war two as what those pedophile's use for an excuse .

This ticked them off ,

but I do not want any misunderstanding with our Dutch immigrationservice as if some asylumseeker lives on my adress , this was the second one so I sended it back , not just for nothing more than my own sake , and for Alison ofcourse when it happens then you do not want questionings about that one , on that day it self my internet was underattack and later I had to move like my fans to an other weblog http again with those and the negative tensions grew bigger , as in every thing that happend afterwards , to hear last week this fantast saing "Sorry that it did not worked out." pounding up on the stairs , I AM NOT GAY ! , that at first , then this stinch that made my trousers look old by the need to wash them more often by that piece of filth jerking off at me , then this amount of noisebreaking then you know why Maladic said after years of trieing to shelter with those not guilty ! And believe me also that one so me in real three years ago at that Zuiderdiep , it is this much crazy this situation of fame and those taking advantage from it , but at the same time do not one thing for me , respecting my wishes , and Maladic I did know it was him , and couldt not help him even with how much question it eye's he had , but that proove's a lot of the problems I have by those stupid anti-social 'A'.F.O. asshole's , with again migraine and that stinch I have to shower off .

How to chill beer fast ,

(and hope for a normal weekend , and so normal events like NONE!) , two thing's , wait till the meatloaf is frosted in full , then use the leek so that paperbox is to roll to a smaller size , and then don't regret the iceream that saved a week again without 'bazuurks' , and then chill the beers later when I can rearange the frostingsection of my old refrigerator .

Low alcohol beer ,

my grocceries I did without iodine on it , and meat for soup when my meatball in marinade again is what I can not chew by missing that American dame to help me with all , and yes I blame those pillfreaks not this whole world or country .

A rushing day ,

the thing's you had in mind and that is the extra presure by all the weeks before , every evening it is that 'people' upstairs , argueing on what I have and what they don't , and no I did want to have it with that Keileigh/Kelly , that was in every way what I did not want and what they have as a setback to them and a good thing for Alison , I am not intreged by fake political extremism because I know it has more to do with that negative crowd going for polygamy or nothing to support an income way to drugs like pills , oké like those Germans from the year before they toke 'my side' to not start a friendship with this Club Cheescunt , but in real the toiled with my internet also , made every attempt of my evening rest again hopeless , also some evenings that it wouldt be better that I wouldt be dead , like on Tuesday kicking and pounding at floor of them ramming things to the floor , yesterday again bombmbombbomb and complaint untill ten o'clock when I try to watch d.v.d. , with this much aggrivation that the whole evening is away gone up to their egocentric mood again , still this extra dissapointment of an other dayprogram I had in mind I try to use for the best and did the normal thing , mopped the floor later , the table before conversation and discused their jealousy about Alison and me what make's me hold on to her .

So I had my chairs up ,

Pete who I forgot came to visit me , not at two as I suspected but at one , those chairs pulled out , and most of it all hangs down to Alison , making social contacts , "Then she get's jealous , or that get's to hear a few month's later I like to leave to America for Alison." , phonehacking (and all the recent stories) , "Alison and I then got migrationproblems when I aplie for a new law , that they will take not real seriously because I wait on Alison now." , then my money and finance's it is a mess this whole administration needs to be synchronised again , so we made a new appointment .

Facial pain , by an unmopped floor ,

like those bleeding teethgum , those old concusions get back also by e-coli , this broozes as the were then also contained infection , all of those positive and negative bacteria's we all got , got their day and live destroyed by that concusion , seeing the trafficlane obstructed , and all of the sudden this white and red bloodplate's telling them to leave where at first you got go freely , such as leave , such a scene get's by slowly to fully unremembering the negative blast .

It was just that corner ,

what made me start on any part in the bedroom , so I miss Alison in this , with her index , no sexual presure , just not that much .

So this plate also is put down on a

real good finished surface and this ketchupspat come's off in full , is so .

That corner I will leave alone now ,

and now realy finish to paint arround the bed to get this somber unfinished sphere away a bit more even with that corner making you see it is not finished but it is important that I do concentrate on why I started again , to get this bedroom back into full use for seeing other walls than in my livingroom .

"Show one bad decision." ,

there that regtangular shape untill the small globe , that is the stairs on of it's steps that needed a vertical logg , my arm hurted then to much to say overnew , that much bad , and a decision to go on with this 7mm taller logg like nothing untill I saw that much difference it made and remembered that moment of decision later and I will remember , so this construction is not to weak , but more up , a 'misstake' that gave this same feature as to the side of that righter bedwall it is rounded for a quarter (of rotation) and this stripe or stroke of wood then I pressed pass this bit bigger logg in width of the following lenght , to hear "Oh yes baby." , to end a day .

A continueation evalution meeting ,

with U.W.V. , I can , uh am cynical , so what do they like to know , that I will call myself a schizofrenic , that there was no conspiricy of criminals to get me of working ? , that I still demand a respectfull , clean and can depend on working inviorment , and then not within the line's a promise on a millitary defence job now please to make me hold on , and also no questions about the work I did and do not find suitable to my labour diseases like glaucoom and painfull cranials by over use of those , because I again did not start in that bedroom to give me enough to stay in that moment , THEY frauded me , and made 'piss' away five important years by it !

And that letter to Alison ,

with all the love there is for her and me , and in that Curry Gewürze I did forget the bit of Garlic , what make's it so special , the mediterian together with west nordic ingredients of Europe in special to thank south east Germany for this recipe I think , and yes where Alison and I go Tjechia , to go not back to much on Kozak Huzarian (for the love of horse's , like those Spanish and Portugese) , and Slavic Romanic (for the love of meat , like those Germans and Dutch) .

With 'fresh' onion ,

and self made Curry Gewürze without a bit of extra vinigar and sunflower oil to the ketchup , hot paprikapowder , hot curry , hint of clove , bit more nutmeg , black pepper , white pepper and basil and that is what come's down to , and the slapp on the fingers when not without the normal warm meal at six .

Without alcohol ,

and going for the one's with hookers in , and yes 'style-theft' ending in my furnituring of the bedroom .

And then Alison doing my finance's ,

can be .

Migraine instantly ,

before "That I like , I do like." the Pol Mara litho with this model in that photo looking like Alison on the photo I made last summer , I forgot the Pol Mara title , but did not forget the arguments , Pauline Chiou was right , Alison did not visit me on my birthday and every time Alison wanted to explain how , I was manupulated with the same harrasment as before , hypnosis , like that afternoon "Go out make some photo I'll be back on at five !" , and what happend for an hour nearly I couldt only stir my bike to the right , realy that thought , turn right and I'll get there and in that hour I couldt not understand where I all went up untill I returned round six , with my livingroomclock standing still , this hypno thing I blame on my ex Siti Aminah Broos and her psychiatrist Kars (his Dutch last name , his house and practice burned down two years ago) , this mentaly sick group calling me nazi for years with their stalkingactivities since my pyberty are with 'intelectuals' from universitydegree's but liars themself , that much that they use that for a weapon , ofcourse noise guard , a feature that some headphone's got to block outside noise's off , that technic together with hacking trough electrical wire's on the stereoset , plus that envious stupid ugly spastic piece of shit Aminah , make's another same group of the coulour locale , the real coulour locale like me don't need , those 'James Bond's' for instance what I was talking about before , from the Vrij Gemaakte Baptisten , those .

Lovesick because of waiting on Alison ,

and what we all know I am not in contact in any way or any sort with Rudsel , and I was discretely , but where I love my mid-brother Erik more , he is like me not intrested in getting fine's by hitting innocent people in the mouth , that and my visual on his life at home that I visited made me know as how he did let me know , as a good friend we better not visit each other any more , also for the thing's his socialring like's to take in , a thing I do not do , drug's I do not do why it was here and there hinted better that you like to leave so I did , Rudsel invited me , but also when I will like to keep up doing the right thing then better be not in risk like I am with wich you saw are my friends , he tries to bring them arround on the good path , and my influence on him will be meaned positive , but he was afraid of the reverse effect , still I hear storie's I do not like to hear , but that Rudsel sees that I am on the right track where Erik whine's fully incorrect that I am not , and my eating hopefully Alison is not more then not harrast anymore by those who decided wrong , to grand her no admition to the Netherlands over this , with still horrible people in the Dutch media going along with Club Cheescunt , Ice Cream I got to the rescue , uh support till so far and then the real support her letters in my mailbox , unreaded untill I open them .

That much threatning it is ,

all this the Hague nonsense that they can not solve it to a real protective law against phonehacking .

And I know , this one again ,

as if I temper the normal routine of wellbeing , but it is not I eavedropping on them , repeating sentence's , walking after them with visits , or having a mob outside that that tell's what is going on inside their houses , or put iodine into sewers .

And most of has to do

with these criminals whinning "If I only had a real chance ." , and messing it up for those more who allready don't get a chance anymore by those same stalking one's ruïning the honest chance on the unemploymenttrack as their victim .

And this some what franctic thing ,

four of those extra use message's , I do not trust it again , or this is Vodafone , or those phonehackers .

A panic start of the day ,

this I nearly did forget to write , about those premium payment for my health insurer , and for my physical intrest I better stay off of woodwork today , all this on crouches and pressing wood down during woodfiling and sawing , then crawling to the place's to fit it make's a mess of my ergonomics and make's me to tired and behind on giving my cat's their obligated and rightfully owned attention , I have to clean , that is now the best to do to get on what is between behind and in time when I start on it today .

That angle ,

also by mistake , that piece in bewteen sawn woodschrot in the lenght and one part was thin by the woodfiling I did on the rough sawn wood but all straight enough to place and that diagonaled effect is some bit more pleasant as surprise from myself to myself .

That long laundry drying beam ,

I did put back this afternoon and then worked on , those misstake's , round that square , yes , those brickstone's towards the ceiling , on messuring mistake coverd by the the right following decision to not change it but go from the symetry idea to this a-symetric feature , not fully to see on this photo but hopefully ready on the end of the week .

Simple 'system' , pull away and then lift ,

with this I had a other idea , most thing's follow after mistake after misstake , the gripp , that part that connects the lidd to the part I am holding moved , and under that is that lidd that is not these scratch stratch moment filt with miscatche's , I am a good boy , and swing against the new couple the male has to suffer that most , not that I do want it to happen but this underneath has no finish , as still this purrfoam cave harvested all ugly thing's , thing's that shouldt surprise just once .

Special size ,

so I started somewhere else , and call it a day with this woodwork , is so .

Then this 'spot' ,

the lidds on the storage behind , underneath the headsend of the bed , glued and screwed tomorrow those handle's looking , like plinting , and , handle's .

'Just' those extra spots ,

to get that saftypiece off for it's purpose in mind by purchase .

To get to this spot ,

tomorrow , as number three to make that paintjob till so far .

And here a spot ,

number two .

Woodwork ,

there a spot .

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Ideal , that toothbrush ,

get's there and also the sowingline between the sole and shoeshaft , I am watching Maigret , and missing the sub-title's that I need to know for what is happening , not just during smering in , but also blogging holds me off the story , sorry .

Sliced porkham with onion ,

together in the gravy , after the stoving on boiled patatoes , with pares in cold applesauce , and still lovesick for Alison , the amount of waiting I keep on , but sometime's it ruïns my healthy appitite this unfairness of the situation in wich I grew more fitting to her situation , but this interferance of legalprocedure's make's that if I do not want to think about not even that stay talk about , but this prospone hurts , not because of money but these personal feelings under presure by cynicals wich call me obsest with the thought of me that she will be here .

Had a long walk ,

on my new shoes , so they are walked in , in small short rainfalls for wich I had to shelter just once , with a lot of sunshine like this as well , but foolish enough I forgot the acceptgiro's to pay and came to an other dissatisfaction the phonebill was unpaid what is now but this way I can not pay the mortgageinsurance with my returned money I can only pay the burglarinsurance , and am sixty short now still on the mortgageinsurance , but positive is that for this year not one payment on the healthinsurance is overdue , my shoes had their crestning , with one muddygrittpath giving them sandspud on the nose's and swetdamping when I toke them off I know I better stay off of shoes as soon as my van Bommel shoes are rubbed in with shoepolish on an old toothbrush then to be brushed tomorrow after the clothwipe some cutted old towell for those who like to know the 'secret' about shining shoes with only a brush for month's or years even depending how they were used , and that urgent other bill gas and electric , paid per phone .