I better remove this new card ,

where the world is comming to I don't know , also my excuse for what I did write yesterday , realy sick , but a result of the sickness what N.O.S. brings , that is most likely it what they want , and I will not provide them with that sick thing what they want not ever again , so this is my excuse to my mother , Erik , and everyone else about what I did write and blogged , with this photo of that site then what before this pedophile's toke it over , and that with my weblog in the results then as if I liked to see that , but I never wanted to see childporn as what the N.O.S. dared to 'investigate' on me , while it was a complete set up , from them also knowing it , otherwise it did not work that way then , some realy not at height that it changed , and some knowing it , and promising me Alison Kosik when I wouldt like not to watch it , with before month's long calling it fun such a videosite for free , all of the sudden turning into that , with the implication as if I like what this new owner did bring , after a month and a few weeks or so I thought I better have a look , because there was something in the air I did not like , and also true hoped it wouldt still be this site with normal adult people doing something 'abnormal' , but childporn and animalporn is abnormal what we all in our healthy minds accepted , and share our feelings against , hoping on a forbid on it and jail for those who do like to see it , and ofcourse worse to who does it , so yesterday I went drunk , and dumb to go write that thing to say that is the difference between Erik and me , after years of mentalillness of the N.O.S. liking to slander us , and bring such negativaty to life and protect that , as what I all said before , but my excuse for falling into that what I did write about Erik , my mom and me that way yesterday , making the N.O.S. happy in most those who love to watch that , and then come up with 'for journalism' .