So that moment of sillence no ,

not seeing the rest of the world victimised by their war in Palastina , no .

A better leader ,

is into facisme , BUT NOT LIKE THAT HEADLESS ILLNESS LIKE POLYGAMY ! , seeing the results in every part of the world getting nationalised , but still with abuse of personal situation out of nationalism that came forward out of polygamy with the excuse ''How our country is" , with petfuckers and pedophile's winning more again .

With again , 'A'.F.O. Burglarring my d.v.d. ,

"Music or more lies to believe or not." , not just Alison , but everybody .

Like I said ,

Me for monogamy versus polygamy , I'll do it not willingly again , but then not listen to that cop , so V.V.D. Frank de Graaff has realy nothing to let go as a neo-con for his sexual fantasy .

So 'kids' be warned ,

how did they look so good , on expense of someone else !

Oké been there ,

then they get missed with those they looked down at me , and did get what I warned them , still there got on with it against my will , suspecting me to show up with a 9 millimeter , they also made impossible to get to buy , what wouldt you do , right that ex S.A.B. and others can better forget it , they wanted all that polygamy 'stuff' , and oké Krembo records their Hellraiser , still , what wouldt you do , with out the gunn ? , and yes it was their book I did not like to follow about their cocksucking morron Choke , still proud of it , like I on at least that one his nose off !

Slapping a thigh ,

getting kissed .

No shave ,

and just saw Surrogates , to short but also am not going in to explain why I will never like to be back with such a real dumb one as that ex S.A.B. , and missed Alison , but Indy did fell a sleep on my purple wooly sweater filled up with his Whiskats sweets , hopefully tomorrow not again to soon vommited on again like this grand-foullard .

Yeah uh Sting ,

for real this time , after that , I'm going to the mirror .

So much to do,

the second wash after the weeks of swetty t-shirts , I got to shave , and tomorrow a facemask , and sleep better I hope without any attacks on unity and peace .

But I am of smartdrugs ,

so no Yohimbe for me to read the labels .

So I had to buy multi-vitamines ,

with vitamine C that what breaks the labour , the reson , of my Ritalin , how it works , like with chocolate that is a extra strong antidioxidant say times four the whole bar as 700 mg vitamine C to a dosage of Ritalin nuked to as not taken in , so vitamine C I take before sleeping , when our body breaks of toxics the most , but vitamine A is a deffender and is better taken in before breakfast so I got to invent the wheel again by those asshole's going vitamine A has no use , who buy's vitamine A , well if you finaly like to share again what you know 'intellectuals' with those decisions , then it wouldt , Viagra is an Damiana and Yohimbe preparate , that what was called Spanish fly also and is what you now only see for baby's strangly enough , and yes trunks , for my dignity and to say to more with my tough 'luck' , don't be ashamed to wear those , seeing what girls and women have for a spread of choice .

Vitamine A , is going to be 'inexstinct'

in the Netherlands , vitamine A is now only sold sepperatly for children , baby's , wich need it to grow , but male's need it for growing something else , not just to prevent your self more against cancer next to vitamine C , A is good for the eye's why I needed it to buy , in the day's that my parrents did not get the blame for cutting in our healthsystem this was additional to the medication use prescribed to you by a doctor for free , or a small fee but garanteed vitamine A in the house , without discusion or farting on onion .

The voicemail ,

Achmea about the mortgage on June and the insureance for the mortgage , one unpaid premium , with at the same time neighbours up-stairs go like crazy as if it was them on my voicemail , so I listend to it again and will call them after I paid that last premium I thought that was paid , so again to the bank , but yesterday was again that footpounding , loud talking , and at the end of that Happy-Go-Lucky film then I did go to Applications with shutting those phonehacking dweeps out , with again that footstomps and talk about a 'shame' that they can not get to phonehack more , this whole thing about my headache yesterday was also leading into a complaint about me scentbox with lavander , and someone on bike "They are at it again." in a manner that it was about Vincent and his 'girlfriend' , with today standing in the porch again underneath my window having at first done the apearance as they left , oké it rains , but again everything on my phone as the cameraValletta worked to slow , the wrong foot , such a start of the day again after an end of such a evening again .

And Bruce Willis ?

Not a turn on for me as both hetrosexuals for sure but don't try again , because he is pulling clothes on in the same order also I believe that straight away , trousers first , like real man do .

And rented a film with Sally Hawkins again ,

and Bruce Willis , to try again , and forget the weekend , with a headache or not about that iodine that does not fludd from the sewer without to less rain , on one of the highest part of town in Groningen .

I keep it ,

that receipt , Achterweg , behind away , just achter is also found out something like that in Dutch , it's not what I'm going to do like then , smoke , my eye's hurted again , this morning going to the toilet with that bleechlog it's fume's , shortness of breath , slime from my glaucoom , cough up's that bited my tongue , there still is more reson to go not on with smoking , than Alison her wishes , and it wouldt help if she and I wouldt be living together , the laundry also , I'm ashamed , and also I need that , the other answers about her wanting me and how and why , that is not what I have in written confessions like I sended to her , with every familygrieve I did sent for as don't start abouts in thoughts of getting to learn a lot more about her's , that upfront from me , that is what make's me so scared and desperate , but she also then for not believing me that I want to stop even with to much keeping in touch why I want to and don't proof it at the same time , I'm feeling sorry that I did that mistake and going to round it up that wrong habbit with that sportiness during the chance of purchase , with still money that is what it means , even when it is all working against , the last smoking moment comming soon , my cats more Indy going crazy , and pubicbonestinch triggering sicko's , I'll do it again , and then not start again on to smoke ever again in the morning I felt terrible by that shortness of breath that I wanted to even when it is a disguisting setting to see for eye's in this example perhapps but it is to say I still like to make that wish .

That sneeze for luck ,

That butterwrapp ,

wrapp , oké , the , uh this morning I started about that before Vrij Gemaakte Baptisten Nerd Venture phonehacked my Bloggerprogram , that is now going round the back of this chair , what rhyms with self care , "Chickory honey , even when you neglect me to write." .

Bowie and a CJ Bolland ,

dancemusic yesterday and thought it might have been sold but it was not with a not a single title of the double vynil I got from when it was all new , and Bowie's fiftiest birthday anniversary , Under Pressure , I bought it to feel better and it has a chance that it will , but not when I go on about the one I miss , and do not like to be fooled with anymore , she get's here , or she knows what she is when she don't .

Ja , miss , I will miss all these routine's ,

and go crazy maybe or not , but I loved watching her picture's , and in a month or two my lonely birthday again , and nee do not know what to say on all the thing's I did do for her .

My screenshot of my background ,

because of the thing that I like to be not thinking that I fool myself or are now preassumative , and well I bought music to feel better , the headache doesn't go smaller by smoking so that lowering to a few weeks again on not smoking will be soon again , and still there are people to stay faithfull , the assure everyone I'm not thinking of anyone else but prepare myself for not seeing her to arrive here , or at least keep the mess up to get to be in less of a mess .

So that last blog ,

needed that what I said here , with that I did not write to our Dutch parliament about phonehacking for Alison and me , because for a change of the Dutch law you pleeded for you can not go emigrate as long it is in debate .

Shame it does not show the date ,

but since I started to write Alison again in September or October , I had her picture as my wallpaper , or background to an Android , with again Rohan van den Wréve geeking his digitalcowardness together with his boyfriend phonehacking me , and still it does Alison her face make's me feel better so that Rohan is in luck that I do not beat him up again .

And again blocking ,

while I want to explain things , I love Alison , but it looks that she does not want me , so that is why I chaged the wallpaper , she is not a nerd or dork , and I might be keeping that on as a wallpaper , might !

The adresses I have to use ,

with again still phonehacking cyberstalkingdweeps busy with the adress that I wrote down on that paper , the third one , with this multing , multipleing of every blogpost in the storagesection , or on the internetpage it self to .

The coalition did fall ,

now our country finaly can rise , this one fully true to put your tomato on , that one from your Socialist Party , and true ; With us your studyloan stands as A house , by the V.V.D./C.D.A. and after 'hard opposition' led by P.V.D.A. untill they were into the coalition with C.D.A. and C.U. , and not V.V.D. in the 'opposition' , that studentloan came , and that made them on credit a incomegroup they will never reach again after ten to twenty years of work like mom or dad did , wich all of the sudden shouldt have saved more than a ten to twentythousand euro per kid , BUT that they brought in a few years before to 'complain' that the lottery for scholarship was not needed , shall we take more subsidies for foreign students call us big time against 'braindrain' , and then for making it possible again for every one to study , fourtythousand for the workscholarship and job garantee (when a sucses) , also standing as A house , you can not buy with that loan , and lesson to know how those with the same loan think about you know four years later , and believe me when I still made my wage in full those looked down at me also , not that S.P. wich did like to see no raise of the wage's of the academic teachers , so that much others did not have to pay , like also health insureance for kids between 18 to 21 it was not for free all of the sudden , that was Hogervorst also V.V.D. , and not much freedom there also , and with those Sony again loosing money , with internet what made those phonecam's so interesting , 'interestingly'  OVER expensive .

V.V.D. did stand for

Free Folk Democrate's , maybe that has changed for taxresons , and no even when I was a child when she started 'politics' , while it was to 'economical' crowbar (with a bit of assistance will you gentlemen) , I'm not going to hold my mouth , snotnose is only for real friends !

And still that ,

for years FREE INTERNET , UNTILL THIS ONE HAD HER WAY , PER KB CHARGING , AND NOT ABLE TO TAB ON PICTURE'S TO LARGER AND ON TO THE NEXT PAGE .

Yes , with chickenproteïne ,

out of not free-range chickenegg's said that before , having a 'moralconcious' is now only for those with THE MONEY ! so that Mark Rutte , and C.D.A. Kamminga will win again , or those threats "That will be not good for the economy." is not going to work anymore , also I did try "Then you will loose your job." , and I lost it , and I know not every convicted is willing to go fall back on down crime or bribe even when it was for this 'temporarly' cashflowproblem with a bit to much to get financialsupport when needed , say six euro per day extra what ruïns a foodbank I think , but that is again what my higher proteïn food was , together with diced canned Ham , what my grandmother gave to make up for the 'small' bit of refrigiratorfailure , and yes I promissed to be quiet about it , but I like the world to know what those asshole's in the Hague ignored , even when they want to be friends with me now all of the sudden , giving in with those like Club Cheescunt will not help anyone , and me holding quite what keeps on happening give's the hosstagekeepers their winning again , so those in the Hague and the N.O.S. have to pay up I think to the victims they laughed at together with the criminals , why be quiet about what you wouldt like the world to know , while they keep on not being quiet of what you do not want to tell , or what they lie about for an excuse ?!!?

Decolouration , the grand-foulard ,

from a low-wage and together low-valuta exchangerate country , and that giving it's colour off to the towell on the bathroomfloor , specialy against my dentalgummpain I wouldt not have and my cat wouldt not have without putting junkywhore's and their filthy cowardly pimps on pedastels , whoops that was what the Dutch media did , feeling so guilty doing nothing for these 'victims' of sociëty , yes it is what we know complain day , and yes I hate junkywhore's and their cliënts and their pimpfriends and their gouvernment that do not rule for real as real men and women in the Netherlands , but as bullied , from both side's now , but still they did choose their side's before mine years ago , they know that !

Watercold , and , at the same time ,

it is not that cold that the thermostat of my stove will start the stove to work , with only the safetyflame on , and that with crazy bill's , and vomiting cat's by Geezers as in pensionated Geezers calling themselve's normaly sexual active with drugswhore's and what both like to be provided , how much need I to say , that I blame all women for that , all men , no mostly the rich with their twenty years and continueing cutts on productioncosts as in wage for humanbeïngs , with a lot of still there , making money , calling every complaint a useless socialdrama , with little still there (the luck of the innocent unemployed!) who know that socialdrama or not , it has more right to be called that , than to call that socialdiscusion that follows , not the fould of that , presurising on anti-morality by the lack of oppertunitie's swept away by new brooms rich from low-wage and low-valuta exchangerate's , so no I'm not going to write down how misserable this weather is and that cloth's don't dry fast enough , or that some type of people shouldt be shot dead even way more , we know all that , that it is not everybodie's fould , but the fould of those not willing to work , BEFORE A CONVICTION .

And yes , then I may go kill myself ,

when I think Alison will like to see me do that , oh it is a rough day sweetheart , let's be square together , not into gay on that part to .

Again that Androidmarket ,

with the same under an other name , today I did want to reset my phone and it went into the fully reseting as how it left the productionline , that resulted in the losing of all my Androidmarket products like the webloggingprogram from Blogger , what I find unfair that even what you had on your S.D.-card get's 'stolen' , and the C.N.N. mobile you only get back trough not their finding results but only trough GooglePlay , with that same result , you pay for what you don't click-on , like going into the supermarktet , and you pay for every isle and product they have , even when you did not get it into your hands of the shelf to look at if it is your product or not , but oké games and World Atlas , and much more I hardly did not use but when I did it was a great support , even more the World Atlas , with that I had the flaggs of the country C.I.A. factbook , and some extra way's to find out if my browser was abused again by some sickning everything phonehacker , today still C.N.N. is back in the menu with an Icon , and at Yahoo.com it started with my sugestion to think is Obama going to make it , with this gay-marriage issue , I think he will , -Don't ask , Don't tell- , that is now fully every millitarian their own personal right to do .

And again ,

ghostbill's are not the thing they can do a thing about , do not respond to it is the advice .

Yes another phonebill ,

going like crazy with this round €100,- , since I gave up the internet U.S.B.-modemstick from Vodafone , my bill get's discretely charged , and my cats vomit twice as much !

One of the worst starts ,

of the day , with again driving up my cost for life , stealing the acounts with phonehacking , resetting the phone , that I choose myself , but not to loose every application I had even the one's on my S.D.-memorycard ! , with here and there again those pedophile's their hackware in my phone noted by the amount of double verrification click-on's I had to make , all in all again twenty Mb of the Androidmarket to get that all instaled again , if that was not enough those filthy naturists making Indy vomit all over the floor for a bit of sucses to my part that I did with that much more cost raise , not deliver them my accounts in full and only up to humanity it's enemy pedophile naturists .

"Elvis playing a teenager in 1958 ,

that is old , wouldt be old , and then I just five , so ?" , "Yes but still Elvis ? and not the Young one's or something ?" , the advantage of a photo , and writting abellitie's, still spontanious , but I'm not getting into Yacca and the hedgehog's .

I was watching that tvalure.com again ,

she is confident , I'm to , but please do , keep it warm Alison , like I do with not writting giving you that space for what get's into your letter to me , and I know , better to not read out loud those all the time special wishes in such lovely words as it needs , and then that positive shocker , one word , or two you can not say on tv you bring , bring it all over you when you think you'll get here sooner than a letter from you , I'm all mouth and ears .

That he does ,

when after a meal as in mine , Indy wants me to sit down , pull my feet up and have him lay over my leggs in full , his attention from him to me and later he wants that from me , with a clean floor again to go after him even when he make's him self small again to roll together on the floor , untill he uses his fist not anymore but his nails and starts to bite also he needs a clean inviorment with this dentalgummpains we share , so both want Moffy to clean her self better when she is on the table , and did do think about Alison a lot , why I first trust that Kate Middleton video and then not I ask myself to , but keep on doing what she aprove's of only , and clean out extra for her that is truth and not but when she and I can finaly invest in more than cleaning what I can do , she is just not cleaning extra before it starts , sanding , painting , carpenting , furnituring to sell , or rent out .

Allway's towells enough ,

but I have to pick out a new few for on my bathroomfloor and mopping , I did again on the music of Pendullum together with a phonecall of a privatephonenumber , but the tweezerelectroguy at Vodafone calls me a liar on the contacts on my S.I.M.-card , and isn't it normal when Essent or Enexis or any company that calls then leaves their full telephonenumber in my received (but unanswered) phonecall's list ? , the phone I have is becoming more and more a farce to have !!!!!!!! with phonehacking allowed by Mark Rutte not a real man .

My Dad , and the same humour ,

the shoe on , because this is a family portrait , I had to write him again , and those stalkerenemie's my friend will not like this letter to be rubbed up by people we don't like , and that with a unsuiteble for transmision what V.A.R.A./B.N.N. had been doing for years , with the journalistic agrement by N.O.S. their eavedropping employé's making work of it , this letter is about what I did pay , and that 'Essent' did send me enough to go to the Police with , to ask about a endbill for an adresschange and a DAY ! later allready the last notice , so three of May unright , and four of May last notice ! , the Policeburo , and visit them with that might be better , after hearing everytime that same 'girl' of that 'helpdesk' to hear on her voice , with this 'A'.F.O./V.A.R.A./B.N.N. 'taste' in life , for "U again!" , 'taste' .

Sprained my ankle in Feb. , right here ,

and now they pull that stairs away for the same tall stepps of three inche's high in followed degrees of nine and then again three inche's up going for this six foot tall flat again , but nice to hear about identitytheft , also in America victims get their stolen taxreturn , and overhere that C.D.A. wanted to do something about 'ghostbilling' , hopefully all the stolen tax and overcrediting will get back on my account also , or I've been to rude again , they of N.O.S. couldt hear that , like the spraining of my ankle .

Saw Carville today ,

in the U.S.electioncenter of C.N.N. mobile , I had to laugh , Democrats going to loose , and with this idea it might , gay's getting merried , why not only not in church , the way we Dutch do it , but I also wouldt not like those phonecalls after a day's work , and then that part , that that law damage's , is it the law on gay's getting merried or not merried , so the result is to a tired voter "If he say's so him self , why not no." , I think it is that same subject like stemcells , and hopefully those cuts in the siënce will finaly get the right to be done with sharing the sciëntific results with Europe , and honest to say Europe did not go along with it again that idea , share results , but the gay rightsmovement have a loss in Carolina , and in the State of Washington they my merrie by the state law not the church law , as in God's law , what I also think , how devine you gay couple it might have don't provoke everything with it , as a hetrosexual I also can forget taxrapport aid when living together devinely finaly with Alison , and yes "A recording ." put the phone down and , hold her by the cheeks "That Travolta wanted that that much with a guy I do not get." .

And yes guilty of that ,

a other http again , the blame is now acclaimed by other neighbours , those from number 12 , nothing is for granted , oké , still that real dork with lenses now is not realy Tom Cruise or a respectfull person towards others their cats , calling a hissing cat a call of love , dumb 'intellectuals' P.V.D.A.-'kids'

True that I do not look at all

Google's findingresults at my name , but that part I do not get still , oké I'm in page two again with not real flattering photo of me in Alison her picture section , but that was old news as I did write it , but hypocritical it is also , when they trow you out and not that , with that I need not to write to Alison , but the response from her to me shouldt be arriving now , and to press her a little I'm not going to write this week with again not promises coming out as over here with me .

That sucking up , on every spot ,

I'm not going to stop but time is going on , and I've prooven not to go on someone else , but I need the suck up letters like she did get from me , even more , she has to come over , or hold it warm , with exact , also realy meaned suck-up letters to me to .

I'm not going to repeat it all ,

also not going to look down on Alison , but it is eight of May now and no I do not trust internet anymore with that filth upstairs busy with my internet consantly busy with psycholigical warfare , I wrote Alison so much about it , but May eight , and till so far only a video about Kate Middleton , and than after a while altered into as if I'm an ass , that I made from myself , that means yes I need her personaly and not to adore me into something exclusive , but just for the public , I want to be more assured by her in a personal way then tv , or internet , so yes this aint emotional blackmail or a bribe , but a human need in every degree normal and commonly accepted to have in this situation .

So I do want her ,

and all the frustrations towards us from those cocksuckers to end , and she not saying no , for a bit of 'faul' mouthing in her intrest also , and start to get real , as in overhere to me , and like I announced , go not even d.v.d. watching or what ever .

That !

Hypocrisy .